L.U.S.T.

Although I want you here and now

I do not dare to break the vow

I made

So long ago

A commitment to me

And also to He

That's when it became a "We" kind of thing

That was before I met you

And now, as I reminisce on the times gone by

Those joyous occasions 

Turned to laughs done dry

Tears in my eyes, and worry in my head

Do I dare enter another man's bed?

Does another woman belong there?

Would it make it okay?

See now I'm getting carried away

I can not

I shall not

I will

NOT

My will to "not" is growing thin

If only the sparks that flew

When I was blinded by love

Would begin again

But then again

If I was blinded, then

How could I see?

He, Me, and also We

Then there's you

From a distance

Like an oasis in the sand

Perfect in my mind

But always out of the reach of my hand